>Haunted<

It's pretty early in the mornin.. The last few days have been tiresome. i havent sleep much and it's beginning to mess with my head. Im such a dumbass lately! acting so childishly.

I didnt appreciate my attitude towards many thgs and instances. The past few days have been horribly scary, but I feel I approached it wif too much of negative & arrogant standpoint ; which, as im sure u know, is definitely not indicative of my used-to-be personality.

Thgs are changin, people are changin. I dont hav anythg concrete enuff to call my own. I've begun to hate myself with a deep, inpenetrable passion. I dunno y all these thgs r happenin... Am I overdo or overburden? duh... or am I too kind? I dunno! Im not at all stupefied with tiredness, but rather, Im frustrated n confused.

Chances of the thgs are goin to remain the way they are. I dont know how u managed to blind me so badly, I hope it would be gettin clearer soon. Dont complain bout wat's happenin. Notice I am usin proper letterin dis time. I am dead serious. As deadly serious as humanly possible.

Emotionally Exhausted. Physically exhausted. Spiritually exhausted.