A lesson learned. A decision made.
A lesson learned from my fren. She told me a meaningful love story with a sad ending. So, unwillingly... A decision was made by me too. I dunno wat I did was rite or wrong. But i did it.
N the love story goes like this...[copy-n-paste-msn-version]
"a gal n a boy...they luv each other..they have their happy moments together just 1 day..ya noe y? this guy... he cant jamin that he can give this gal happiness...n he's this gal's 1st luv..n this guy although luv this gal.. but he told this gal to break off..n said that if they r really meant to be together, they will be together... to say break off this guy is so hurt.. n so sad...but becoz of he tot tat's the best way for both of them..he broke off wit this gal..but he pretended tat he dun luv this gal anymore,,, n hurt this gal a lot..by hugging another gal in front of her.. by saying words to hurt her.. by treating other gals well but treated her badly..n pretend tat nothing had ever happened be4...this gal.. luv him so much.. accept it.. pretend nothing happen in front of everybody but actually at nites she cry.. dunno how many times d.... she noe this guy luv her.. so she had been waiting for him to say he luv her again..but she had waited n waited.. waited n waited... this guy nvr ever show this gal any concern anymore... nvr ever tell her how he feels anymore... she waited n waited... hope tat one day they'll be in luv again.. at this moment,she dun really can tell tat this guy still luv her anot..he's not sure whether he luv this gal anot.. coz all this feelings is too strange for him.. nvr had be4...but this guy continue to be happy with the other gals...wait.. be4 the ending ho.. i think i left sum points...ok.. when this guy wanna break off with this gal.. he promised to remain as friends until the time is right for them..but he din even treat her as a fren.. not even a concern when she's injured.. not even a concern when she's sick...n at last this gal wanna tok over with him..she complaint how he treated her badly..but ya noe wat this guy said? coz u n me.. n me n other gals r not same... can hug with them.. i can touch their hands coz i got no feelings for them.. n those r purely frenship..but me n u.. not same..when i got near u.. the feelings is not same..it's affection.. it's luv.. i'm afraid when i got near u.. i can't control myself.. hope u can understand.. we've kept our promises to remain as frens...then although this gal is touched.. she say ok.. but deep inside her heart.. she actually not really can accept.. coz.. she always think.. y 2 person in luv with each other but cannot be together? y wanna make it sooo complicated? ya dun wan to noe the ending? the ending is the guy in the end told this gal.. i dun hav any more feelings toward u ... dun put any more hopes in our relationship...hahahahha...actually the main point of the story i wanna tell u is tat.. in order to let the gal 'die heart'.. u must not get close her..u must not show her any sign of giving her hope although u love her much... but for her own good.. for the sake of her"
I told someone bout the story dat my fren told me. I told the whole story. n I hurted her. I reali am. much. Maybe time can mend the hurted heart. I dunno. Im sorry to her. But sorry is no cure. I made her life complicated.. messed up n confused her mind. But i juz hope this time, I think rationally, think for the best, for the sake of her. I did this.
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