Officially back ! *

Weee! im back! at last, finished my extremely scary mid-term exams. Well, basically no matter how hard i tried, i still cant managed to finish all the syllabus! sob sob=P First time felt like this.Man! made me realised form 6 isn't a FUN thing!

Anyway, this few weeks alot of things happened but i couldn't rmb well coz i suffered from STM! ha ha... wanna blog them down but i promised someone not to online much til the exams over! that's y loh* keke. Sorry ya this blog has been freezed for some time!

Oh yEah* there is a day i couldnt forget. 21/05/2005 - My 19th bday..

alrite, before i comment on this, here are diff versions of dat day..

[BonBox's version] ---->
Yesterday kenny's invitation / hence i went for it ... nothing very 'special' ... another person's b-day and had a party at Redbox (for those live in jungle or outside of Malaysia territory ... redbox is karaoke)
**here's the report ... ... present presented by everyone ... everyone compete for the most creative award by figuring out what's the most creative present ... got CD ... (ConDom) got 7 HABITs for HIGHLY EFFECTIVE TEENAGER (a book to teach someone that blur blur) .... MP3 player ....... and alot ..... and guess what ? the leading actor was like having enjoy the OSCAR night and cried (nope ... i heard of somewhere ... i din see it my ownself ... coz i would surely snap it) and then after being annouced that he's the BEST OSCAR ... dunno .... ... hug here hug there ... dunno want to "SOAK WATER" or something ...... but the scenery maybe too parental guided for me to mention it here ... juz cannot be descriped by words ...

[Myselfed's version] ---->
After a long week of exams and endless reading and revising, its time to chill out and relax and unwind.....So we decided to celebrate Kenny's birthday at Red Box while having fun....Of we went on a Saturday afternoon, separated in three rooms, we sang till I lungs expanded to the point I think is about to explode but things weren't like before. We don't have the same kind of fun as we had on our last visit. Its just not the same....But despite that minor set back, my greatest joy was to see Kenny receiving his present, an mp3 player, where he broke down and cried at the sight of it. It was so touching as he hugged me in tears....These are priceless moments....

Hahaha... kinda funny huh? Hmm.. Actually, seriously, really (learn from kaiyit)... my 9teen th bday was the bestEST bday eva in my life! I never received sooo many presents b4 on my last bdaysSsss til date! Frankly speaking, b4 this, my bday was not realli a SOO-SPECIAL-BORNED-DAY for me. Everyting juz seems normal on this day. 21/05 - a date few ppl will rmb... even my own fam members. Especially my so-called brothers!! Not even a "Happy Birthday" wish from them. No presents. SooooOOoooo sad! =( Ha ha.. no exceptions in this year's bday too.. how sad was dat? =( Actually im juz a child who grows up lonely.. individually.. without any nice n sweet childhood memories.. My bros nvr play with me ( prolly they are much older than me)... nvr bother bout me.. nvr treat me as their lil didi who realli needs love n learn from them. We are juz like strangers living in a same hse. Haha... until now it's still da same. Din talk to my bros for .. lyke... few days??? Lol. Dun even know what they're doin or up to. What a useless bro here huh? But it's realli not my fault! Juz dat the distance between us is getting farer n farer..so damn sad this is what actually happening now. sigh*

Ya know dat's y im enjoying my life now with my special friends around me. They are juz soooo precious for me. I lyke to hang out with my friends... ex-schoolmates... godbros n godsises..n juz so damn appreciate the time spent with them. At here, I realli wanna thanks to my 2 bestest frens --- Boon Ming n Kai Yit coz i spent my time mostly with them! soo comfortable being with them. Boon Ming gives me the feelin of a long-lost bro, whenever i got probs or anything bothers me i'll seek for his comments n opinions. I believe he can give me luck on everyting i do. Anyway, it realli DID!! lotsa times... Bout Kai Yit, his attitude somehow making me wanna joke with him.. play with him.. haha.. so funny coz i can express all from my heart without considering my jokes might hurt him. This is real frens rite? no matter bad or good i'll juz straightly tell him. Never the less, sometimes they've hurted u soo muxh.. sorry n hope ya don take them too seriously. Boon n kai gave me a book on this bday besides sharing the MP3 player. The 7 HABITS of Highly Effective TEENS. Lol. A true gift for a teenager who needs to unblock his heart. Thankssssss..

Other than that, I received a MP3 player from a great bunch of lower six mates! My SpEcIAl frEnZ~* Edmund, Angel siz n Kirk, Christina, Tiffany, Boon, Kai, Shobana, Venni, Padma, Irene, Mee Fong, Ling Li, Amy, Kok Keong, Pei Yi, Wilson, Ee Lin, H'ng Ee, and Xi-Mun. Thank u sooooo muxh!!! im too touched. Dunno the tears just fell like dat.. Thx for the hugs ed n gel.. i just lyke this present soo muxh.. lyke it to da max!

Besides, I gota a black tee from Chui Ling n Pei Pei... Some crappy food from Mun Wai... a firehose undies from my ex-schoolmates.. "CD" from Khai Cheong... and a surprisingly big gift from Steven_kemmaw didi (REALI BIG GIFT!)... A hand-made-3D bday card n cake from my Henry didi. A hand-made special profile bday card n a body glove pencil case from my lovely Everlyn sis! N A supposed-to-be-surprising bday cake from Chee Kuen, Wai Jin, Su Sin, Poi Chyi, Fong Ling, Sue Yee, Sze Jun n May Hwa. Why i said so? bcoz the stupid waiter asked me personally whether the cake is goin to ready anot? Lol=P no more surprise! But Sue Yee I know u've work hard to hide the cake d! it's ok! im still very happy! ~

Btw, There are some special n unique presents from SOMEONE special for me. For certain circumstanses, i think i shall not mention here.. Lol=P Thx baby!! Love ya muxh! MuakssZ!

Erm... Whoops.. actually wanna blog bout wat happened today oso.. but dunwan la.. too long d.. till here la..

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