I? U? We? They? He? She? It?
Yesterday i slept late coz of some probs. My fren's.. myself's.. n i was physically not feelin well. I was so headache, stomachache, n energyless. Even now im feelin the same. I dunno y. Everyting seems getting complicated. From juz merely a simple thg, it became huge prob. N when every probs mixed together. They began to mess with my head. Im OUT of this reality world! Damn! This is sucks!
Shit! fucked off! Wat's wrong with me? Wat's wrong with my frens? What's wrong with everyone? Wat's wrong with my dad? [He's rite here scoldin me fer NOTHING!] Everyone is having problems! Duhhh. All these thgs happened but i cant realli help! Coz I myself facing probs dat i cant even solve them. Sigh. Im regret for wat i did. Mentally Im clear for wat i am now. But physically n emotionally I still cant let go of sumthg. Im pissed off by my mind. I dunno y i kept thinkin bout the past. Maybe the memories are too valuable for me? Maybe they juz cant be stored in my mind peacefully. Sometimes im haunted by them. Im so scared. Damn. I tot I've been awaken didnt i?
I just dun understand MYSELF. I dun understand U. I dun understand US. I dun understand THEM! I dun understand HIM. I dun understand HER. I dun understand IT.
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comrade, take it easy n relax n enjoy the life.... like me, now, I am reconstructed fully..... sometime, not understand is not a bad thing.... Oretachi wa isshou ni Gambatte
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