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Form6 sucks..
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Thursday, July 28, 2005

:: contradiction ::

Today's chem test results realli pissed me off to da max.
I've put quite alot of efforts but this is what i got?
I could't believe but just hate myself!
Hate myself .. why can i hold on until this point?
I know i cant study since last time n i hate to study n touch my revision books!
I know im not a really GOOD student as everyone tot!
IM NOT! ~~
IM NOT A GOOD GUY EITHER..
IM NOT A GOOD SON ..
there's an evil side of my heart.
i wished i can just give up everything.
instead of suffering..
i wished i can be a bad student some sorta lyke gangsta..
rude to teachers n refuse to do anythg dat i dun lyke.
homeworks.. exams.. tests.. etc.
lyke today, there was a PA test.
I realli wished dat i just pass up the Qs without As.
I realli DO think lyke dat ..
i wished i could just be lyke my so-called brothas...
living happily, easily huh?
without workin hard.. more to spoon fed.
failed all my subjects lyke what they used to do.
I REALLI WISHED.
I dun wanna give a damn to anythg dat happened on me..
realli..

I realli hate myself!
why am i sooo good?
why am i sooo care bout my studies?
even i dun lyke it n hate it so much?
why i dont hav the oppurtunity to study the courses i lyke?
im into graphic designing, interior designing, illustration, multimedia..
but why i ended up suffering in science stream?
in form 6>>??
why????
i dun feel lyke study now. eventhough tmr got test.
i realli dont bother. anymore.
eventhough my homeworks.. mpm experiments..
i dont give a damn .
could this be the beginning of the end?
2 more months to STPM.
can i stand up instead of keep falling down.?
i really dunno.
i dunwanna regret anymore.
but i just cant do it.
I realli need help.
guys...
please help!

1 Comments:

Anonymous said...: there's always a bright light even when u fall down.. find that spark n it will lit up ur life.. focus on that spark n nothing can pull u down anymore.. no matter wat happens...; 12:04 AM